Hello everyone, i have not been online or replied due to the fact i was bitten by a "brown recluse spider" and along with the flesh rotting venom the bastard decided. No my arm swelling twice its normal size and the flesh decay right before my eyes was is not enough. He (the brown recluse spider) took it upon itself that this was not enough and also saw fit that i should contract MRSA from him as well. i was quickly seen when i got to the ER and they had "no time??????" for more pain medicine so he says.... anyway all they could do was numb my skin... so the inside of my arm where they planed to be poking around was not numb at all. I had a knife and surgical clippers 2 inches in my arm... and not just in my arm... they sliced a inch hole and stuck the clippers two inches in my arm UNDER THE SKING like along my biceps under the skin in a 360 degree motions. then the knife was stuck straight down the hole into my FUCKING muscle.... tell me i'm a wimp, but i wont lie. I could feel all of this since "no time for pain meds" and i was screaming and crying like louder than anything i've heard and seen in movies.. lol all in all that was pretty much the only bad part even though the doctor seriously stopped for a second while he had those clippers in my arm and said these exact words " Dude, i'm so sorry.... i know this hurts i really do, i mean...... i honestly feel like the bad guy at the end of braveheart when that guys is cutting out his organs while he's alive..... " i stopped screaming and crying just enough to turn and say " yeah, but i feel like mel gibson getting my shit ripped out..... why couldn't i just turn into spider man!?!?!?!?!?..... and then proceeded with the screaming/crying.


This is why i have not been on here or replied sorry if anyone was offend that i didn't reply to comments or messages/ i will be on more now that i'm at my parents for about 2 weeks letting my arm heal. hope everyone else is doing good!!!haha -mac